I have been feeling low for around two weeks now, one instance i even cried.Tiny little memories creep in under my skin and it's like dominos one memory drops then more follow.We went to a pub on the weekend, and something as minute as a stair case has me back tracking to my childhood - [...]
I am writing this, because i feel i have to, for my own sanity.They say to get over anger, you need to find the root emotion or cause.2016 - This is how long i have been holding on to this anger.It all started when you told your boyfriend he was cheating on you with me.He [...]
Dating younger is trialling - mentally. I wake up often and think is this the day he realises i am so much older and leaves?Is this the day he realises he is young, attractive, loyal and kind?But instead I wake up everyday i wake up to a kiss goodbye and knowing he has turned the [...]
For the past few days I have been doubting myself, i decided to come back and read the letter i wrote myself over a month ago and i am so glad i did.I know that i am getting feelings, I know that i feel comfortable, i know that he treats me right, i know that [...]
Today marks one month of sleeping with the 21 year old. Last night marks the night I realised, i'm screwed. We were sitting around a fire with friends and I looked at him and in that moment he was so undeniably attractive to me. His smile, his hair, his dark eyes... when have i ever [...]
I've been MIA, i apologise - sometimes i get stuck inside my own head. I went on a date, with a boy who two years ago was asking me for dinner, each time i refused because i didn't feel any physical attraction this time i caved because i thought i couldn't put all my eggs [...]
I am writing you this letter now, because i can feel you slowly spiralling.You are about to see your family tomorrow, he moves out next week and you are confused.But i have to remind you, while i still can - there is a reason you are here.You weren't happy, you felt alone, you didn't feel [...]
So my ex is still living with me, he doesn't know i've been sleeping with someone 5 years younger than meand i have to pretend that's the case Friday - Monday.We had sex six times this week, that's more than i've had all year. I thought at first it would be a cheeky kiss, then [...]
He was sending me messages all day, wanting to meet up again... another sneaky kiss... I couldn't help myself so I drove out and got him we parked down a back road and started kissing but it was building up so much - we got in the back seat but he didn't have protection, he [...]
So, I went out for a wine or two last night... bad kisser was out but I wanted more while our friends were talking and occupied I told him to sneak up the side of the venue with me for a sneaky kiss... he did and it was sooooo much better than the last time!!!! [...]
