Some lessons you have to learn the hard way, like this one. When my relationship started to fall apart months ago, I became attracted to an old flame I think it was possibly the attention and the fact we never gave it a shot, so therefore never really ended things. I knew he would be …
Continue reading "The grass isn’t always greener, infact sometimes it is dead."
Day 3 - I called a break while I was feeling momentarily brave, I don't have a plan if you asked me in January I did, my money was planned out and I was going to do all these things but now it's April and I am just taking each day as it comes.At this …
It's March 2017, I've broken up with the Leo and booked a 10 day holiday overseas with a friend I am in a good place, I go out and don't look for someone to take home. The Saturday night before i leave i go out for a local event and the nice guy, you know …
I started this blog, because I am terrible at expressing my feelings aloud. I am writing this entry for the same reason, I just need to put my thoughts into words so I can get on with my day. It's exactly one week until the engagement party of my best friend... and today my other …
I have had a few cracks at good old Tinder - if anything it is a good laugh!When I was about 20 I matched with this Italian boy who lived fairly close by, he was a player you could tell we talked a lot on and off. Roughly 4 years later we would finally meet …
I wish i was into astrology earlier, I mean the compatibility side of things - it would have really explained a lot. This boy feels like he has always been in my life - you know when there is a warning sign "don't touch" and instantly you get the urge to touch? This was me …
This will hands down be the toughest relationship to relive - it may also trigger people who have dealt with abuse.I met this boy, i won't refer to him as a man even though he was 25 he was far from being a man. We talked all the time, he was so sweet would ring …
If you haven't read my entry "ghosted" you need to. Last night ghost boy sent me a snap chat which resulted in hours of reflecting. You see when he left me, he was in pursuit of his ex girlfriend who was in a relationship. While i was picking up the pieces of myself, she was …
Over the weekend my friend went on her first overseas holiday, she wanted to face time me i assumed to show off her villa and holiday when i answered she surprised me by announcing her engagement! Part of me was happy, but a little part of me died.You see i'm officially the last one in …
Continue reading "All my friends are getting married… but not me."
At this stage - i have to pause and reflect.I can't tell you my number, i can't even recall where all this shit storm ended.If you were a guy in my life around this time and i haven't touched on you yet than you can safely assume you didn't impact my soul. I really should …
All the times I failed 