He was sending me messages all day, wanting to meet up again... another sneaky kiss... I couldn't help myself so I drove out and got him we parked down a back road and started kissing but it was building up so much - we got in the back seat but he didn't have protection, he …
Can I sneak another kiss?
So, I went out for a wine or two last night... bad kisser was out but I wanted more while our friends were talking and occupied I told him to sneak up the side of the venue with me for a sneaky kiss... he did and it was sooooo much better than the last time!!!! …
Sneaky Kiss…
Let me start at the beginning... a month or more ago I had a dream i kissed this boy who is 5 years my junior and it was shit. We share a mutual friend, i told them about the dream... they told their friend and then he was interested... One night he started his pursuit, …
Thank you, sext.
I've officially been "single" for a month... last night i needed a fix... the lines are still blurred for me on what i can do while on a break so I decided to sext J, you know the one who ignored me recently, with the excuse "i've been busy"... yeah him.Enough time has passed that …
I know, because i’ve been there!
Isn't it funny how free flowing we can be when giving advice to others? It blows my mind how much insight i can get into other peoples relationships but struggle with my own.Remember Tinder boy? He always sends me snapchats today he again said "would you come see me if you're single?" I said it …
Can I steal a kiss?
We have been on a "break" for 3 weeks... This week i have found myself really thinking about other boys... one in particular who is 5 years younger than me. I had a dream before K and I split that i kissed this boy and it was horrible. Now i am curious!I just want to …
“It’s like a radar”
"As soon as you stop thinking about them, they'll send you a text message or they'll call you, because they know you just stopped thinking about them - it's like a radar." - Lauren Conrad I posted Wednesday about accepting someone is no good and moving forward... on Thursday J replied to my Instagram story... …
Generational Trauma
If you come from a happy home, you will struggle to resonate with this blog. This blog may also trigger some.I am not making excuses, I am not a victim - I am however a survivor trying to repair generational trauma.I was born into a dysfunctional and volatile household, to cut a very long story …
HE IS NO GOOD FOR YOU!
You know that one boy, you KNOW he is no good for you, but you run around in circles in your mind trying to convince yourself otherwise? I've been doing that for over a week now since I started to get the silent treatment (dick move!)Today I decided I would do a Tarot Card reading …
Just give them 3 days…
Surely you've read this advice a thousand times? "Just give him three days. Wait three days, no texts, no calls, no nothing. Then see if he comes back" Basically the whole idea is if he doesn't chase you down within three days you move on because they don't care. Well today is day three and …
All the times I failed 