Reflection.

At this stage – i have to pause and reflect.

I can’t tell you my number, i can’t even recall where all this shit storm ended.
If you were a guy in my life around this time and i haven’t touched on you yet than you can safely assume you didn’t impact my soul.

I really should of taken this time to be truly single and heal my soul. I needed a lifeline by this stage, and i thought i found one by I was wrong.

The next twelve months of my life once again showed how stupid i can be when my heart is involved. but I was about to have to confront myself – it was time to rip open old wounds and work out why I was such a flop in the love department.

Do you have questions about anything? Anyone? I will allow my past failures to soak in a bit further before i continue. Please feel free to ask away! J.